7.5.09

16 miles of biking. i hate hills.

and if i could package up these words
in such a way
that you knew
it was me
it was me

(not realized but a fleeting thought before i have to drag my sorry ass to work. it will be more complete.)

jeff tweedy is my poetic/lyrical hero.

7.4.09

i miss being able to listen to music without getting a stomach ache.

7.3.09

boys el suck-o. friends el rock-o.


my bear fambly is driving me up the wall. but i can't tell if it is a lack of tolerance on my part or if their just being ridiculous.

7.2.09

i am still waiting... for an answer? for a question?



i am so ready for a long night of sleeping but i have to wake up early for work tomorrow.

Will You Be There

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JFli8LgG9ng&feature=related


a tribute to both MJ and a reminder of my favorite childhood movie Free Willy.

In all seriousness, I really like this song. It is one of MJ's best.

I am sentimental about stupid things. This nearly made me cry.

of course, i am currently to computer stupid to figure out how to make the fucking video show up. haha.

7.1.09

another thing to add to the pile of things that are lost/broken and yet, i don't feel that terrible.

perhaps it doesn't seem real or perhaps, i am learning to take the blows more gracefully.