9.30.09

"but those kids down in the square
laughing like they just don't care
they know it all washes away
in the morning rain"
-peter mulvey

i broke into a fit of laughter every time the chorus came on, it was sunny, it was crisp and cold, and i just didn't to not feel like i was being weighed down by the impossible.

9.29.09

what i was handling so well before, i'm not anymore. my sanity has been liquefied and it's slipping through my fingers.

9.28.09

niche

9.27.09

hot chocolate nite with ponycloud.

9.26.09

i hunk of warm cheesy bread while coming out of a perfect state of pleasant drunkenness. a lovely night with friends.

what more could a gal ask for?

9.25.09

things fall apart.

(sometime, although for a while i thought things had changed, i need ma s dub. she is a comfort, always. "i miss you like whoa.")

9.24.09

you ain't seen nothing yet.
[it's only downhill from here]

EVERYTHING THAT HAPPENS WILL HAPPEN TODAY.

"Ev'rybody says that the living is easy
I can barely see ‘cause my head's in the way
Tigers walk behind me-
they are to remind me that
I'm lost- but I'm not afraid "

david byrne, you ease my sea sick soul.