the people and things that you love can't just stop being a part of your life. it's not fair and it's not true.

this things and people, they make you, you are them, they are you, and HOW CAN YOU JUST DECIDE THAT THEY WERE AND AREN'T STILL? it is too late. once something is, it just IS.

i see the world differently.

when i think about it, really think about it, i can see the people i know as a combination of everyone around them.

god. i can't fucking explain it. i just want you to see it too. can't you see it?
you can't see it, can you?

and WHO AM I ALWAYS TALKING TO?